[ Akashi lets out a puff of air that's almost like a laugh. He doesn't stop either. His own excitement is beginning to rise as well, which shows with the more fervent way his digits work Emerald up. Out, in, drum, drum, drum, out, in, drum, drum, drum. The wet heat enveloping his fingers is making him feel crazy. He wishes it was his dick inside her, but he hates that he's thinking it because it's so unprofessional and so unlike him. He wants to treasure Emerald and make sure nothing bad happens to her, not treat her like she's an object. Since Emerald doesn't seem ready for that yet, it feels like his thoughts are so impure.
[ She can't help but laugh a little too, but it's way too breathy and ends on a quiet moan. She can't even tell if she's doing well or not. Her mind is focusing in on the sensations, on the way her body is heating up. Her movements with her hand are quite honestly getting sloppier even if she's trying to keep going for him, and it feels way too hot. She honestly wishes they could've taken their clothes off. She wants to see him naked-- she's never seen that. He's never seen her completely either.
Well, that's one thing she could remedy, and she's pretty sure it would help make up for her unpracticed first handjob. She uses her semblance to show him what she looks like completely naked. She knows that much at least, even if she couldn't do the same for him and have it be accurate. And she definitely doesn't need to worry about concentrating on using her semblance in this case since thinking about being naked and with Akashi is the only thing on her mind right now. ]
[ It's okay if she's being sloppy. His focus is on her, and his face turns even red when she sees her naked. It's her semblance, he's guessing and he leans down to nibble on her ear as he continues with his ministrations. Emerald isn't setting the pace anymore, he is, and he's going a little faster than she is now. If she lets go, that's fine. He can finish himself off later. ]
I wish I could see you properly, [ He whispers this in her ear before licking her helix. ] I can't control myself right now, though.
Will you show me next time?
[ Because he does want Emerald. He loves her, but he doesn't even know it yet. He'll always want her and care for her, because she gave him a chance even though she didn't like him very much when they first met. She let him be himself, introduced him to so many things, saved him from the brink of death, helped him find himself again, amongst so many other things. How can he not want Emerald when there's so many things to admire about her? Akashi's sure that if Emerald disappeared, it would hurt so much that he might not want to breathe anymore. ]
[ Her answer is simple, but teasing. Her tone is playful, but so airy it's clear she's focused on something other than even her own word. ]
I want to see you lose control.
[ Emerald doesn't mean right now, though. Right now she's about to lose control herself in a different way and she has to stop using her semblance right then as her mind trails off to what exactly that might entail, before she ends up showing what she's thinking to him. It's abrupt, and her voice hitches again, this time letting out a sound higher-pitched than her normal voice as her body starts to contract over his hands. She moves both of her hands to his shoulders in that moment, just so she doesn't accidentally hurt him as every muscle in her body seems to tense at once. Her foot grinds over the crystals she made earlier and pops up to support herself against the wall just a little more and she leans her back completely against it- it seems easier than trying to balance. Give her a second here, Akashi. ]
[ The sounds around them disappear completely. All Emerald will be able to hear is his breath, as well as hers.
Even when Akashi feels Emerald tense up, his fingers being covered further by her body, he doesn't stop, but he slows once he feels her walls loosen up some. That's the time he slips his fingers out, breath harsh as he looks at how wet they are.
He kisses her forehead, careful that he doesn't hold her with his wet hand as he does. He wants to kiss her again and then finish himself, but he can't be selfish. Not with her. He needs to know if she's alright, if she's happy, if she's satisfied. ]
[ There are a number of reasons that Emerald is glad this is still a considerably public place. For one thing, the immediate temptation to go to sleep isn't something she can give into even if she wanted to. If she were in her bed with all her pillows she definitely would've been selfishly tempted. Here, she's not even lying down so after a few moments of catching her breath, she pushes herself off the wall. She's definitely going to have a find a bathroom at some point and clean up...
But Emerald's instincts to remember to put Akashi first kick in after a few seconds. The afterglow is still present, but her own anxiety of being left starts back up when she thinks for a second that she might've put herself first here. If he isn't satisfied with her then there's room for someone else to move in. She's definitely not as skilled as his last girlfriend. Even if she never met Miu, what she knows about her is only from Akashi's vision of her being absolutely perfect so she can't help but compare herself. There are so many ways she can't compare to that woman, but at least in this she can find a way to be better. At least today, she's determined not to fall into the category of not good enough to even get him off.
It's a good thing there's not much in the room to cling to him so he's probably not going to pick up on Emerald's own clinginess again. Well, except for the way she's holding onto him herself and leaning against him, obviously not wanting to let go. She's definitely going to be the only one he can think of, at least for the next few minutes. She finally lets go, pressing a kiss to his neck, then his lips. She might kill Miu if she ever comes back, she doesn't want to let go of Akashi. Emerald moves her hand back down his chest, dragging her fingers the whole way down to his cock again. ]
I can get on my knees if you want to cum on me.
[ Otherwise he's about at skirt height and she does have to wear these clothes out of here... and the rest of the day... She can clean it off of her face without it staining. ]
(Just kidding. Akashi hasn't realised it yet, but he does realise that Emerald may have some sort of perception of him that... he needs to rectify. He shakes his head before taking her lips in his. He's close, at least, Emerald just needs to keep going just a little more.) ]
This is fine, please. [ Emerald doesn't really have to worry about Akashi looking at Miu the same way he did... if she ever comes back. He's different now. He's changed. He's moved on. He does look back fondly on their memories together, but beyond that, Akashi's affections for her just go so far as "she was someone important to me". Right now, though, Emerald's become his most important person. She may not be perfect, but he's realised after his relationship with Miu abruptly ended that he was worshipping her when he shouldn't have. None of this is important, though. He doesn't know just how badly Emerald is devoted to him.
[ Ah.. well, in that case the suggestion was more for both their sake than anything. She looks a little hesitant for a moment when he dismisses her words. So much for her means of trying to sound sexy while avoiding cumstains on her clothes. She draws on his chest with her finger for a moment to think. She doesn't think he'd want her to give him a each around and there's nowhere to sit so she can comfortably do it from the side without it being awkward, so she'll just...
Emerald pulls her skirt a little higher so it's around her waist and fixes her panties, then gently pushes his cock at an angle that it's pointed at her thighs just below the area her panties are back to properly protecting. It should be fine there if he doesn't object to it. Instead of asking this time she just starts pumping him again and hopes he isn't going to stop her. ]
[ Akashi doesn't intend on spilling on her. He just needs her to bring him to the top of the cliff and push him. He'll take care of the fall. At least, that's what he plans on doing, that's why he just needs Emerald to continue.
He lets out a soft grunt as he shuts his eyes again as Emerald pumps him. The tension in his body builds up further the longer Emerald does, and once she's pushed him off the metaphorical cliff, he places his other hand on hers as his warm seed spills on her hand. ]
Let me— [ If Emerald lets go, Akashi completes the task, pumping himself a few times more to come even more, small bursts of semen leaking from his penis. Now both his hands are coated with their juices, and he lifts both his hands up ever so slightly just so neither end up on his clothes.
He puffs out a laugh and rests his forehead on her. He's pretty sleepy, too. ]
[ Emerald looks a little embarrassed when he takes over. She's not sure if she wasn't doing a good enough job or if he's just too kind to make her make a mess of herself. It's easy to get distracted from that with what's actually happening though, and Emerald looks genuinely surprised when it comes out different than she thought it would. ]
I thought it was going to squirt out and make a mess.
[ On more than just their hands, she means. This has been a learning experience. Either way, she can't help but smile now that they're both satisfied by each other and her eyes turn up to look into his even from such a close distance ]
[ He breathes in his satisfaction first, revelling in the moment. It did feel good, yes, but he was able to be intimate with Emerald, and he like that better. Even though he was rather shameless and didn't wait until they were in a more private area, he doesn't regret a single second of it. He'll hold her hand after, once they're both clean. He'll hug her if she wants him to. He'll be there for her whenever she needs him.
There's a few moments of silence before Akashi breaks it, but he does it quietly. ]
[ Emerald had been kind of lost in the moment too,just wanting to stand here with him. Close to him. She's already dreading leaving the building just because there will be other people around them, wanting to interact, and they'll have to separate too to go home. So when she reaches up with her one clean hand to pull the handkerchief out of his pocket, he'll notice it's definitely clinging to him with all its might. Emerald looks a little embarrassed by it, but at least it's not something harmful... She wipes hers quickly and then moves to wrap her hands and the handkerchief around his, carefully wiping his hands if he lets her. ]
[ Akashi gives her a soft smile, and the lights begin to dim. They hover at their feet, but that's about it. No lights by their waist anymore.
His hands aren't exactly clean yet, but they're dry enough that he can put his underwear back on and zip up his pants. ]
What's wrong?
[ He reaches to touch her, to fix the hair on her face, but realises she probably won't appreciate it. He doesn't want to get her dirty. Well, dirtier... ]
[ She kneels down to pick up the crystals she made earlier (they have to be worth something she's definitely keeping them) but then reaches out with one of them to place it against his sleeve. It sticks, even tugging his sleeve when she tries to pull it off. She does get it without anything tearing, but she has no idea how to turn it off on purpose either. ]
The usual. [ Her inability to control her emotions is unfortunately the usual. ] Sorry.
[ Akashi's not afraid anymore, although one of these days, he would like it if Emerald's clinginess wasn't a sign of fear. He doesn't blame her for it when he's afraid of losing her too, but unlike Emerald who would hurt others just so she doesn't lose Akashi, he would rather hurt himself and keep it all inside than to lose her. ]
You already have me. I'm not leaving.
[ He gives her a reassuring smile before deciding to button up Emerald's shirt. She'll want to be properly covered before they go out. ]
[ So Emerald really does want Akashi all to herself. ]
What would Mayuzumi-san say if I kept you all to myself?
[ He wouldn't. He'll gladly share with Mayuzumi because that's what Emerald wants. Whatever bouts of selfishness is gone out the window because of his senpai. ]
[ Emerald's possessiveness unbridled is probably somewhat annoying to the two of them she thinks- Cinder never appreciated it, though that was a different kind of relationship entirely. It's easier to joke about it. ]
We should probably invite him somewhere a little nicer than an abandoned building, though, if you really want me all to yourselves.
[ Better yet, Mayuzumi will stick some things in you, Em. ]
Let's clean up and head some place, then. Would you like anything to drink?
[ They don't have to be with anyone else. They can look for Mayuzumi and spend time with him if he's alone. Then they can just chill and enjoy the flower viewing. ]
[ He's a little iffy on holding hands now, but it's not like Emerald's hands aren't dirty either. He takes them as they head back into the light. It's noisy again. It's bright again.
What, thirsty? It's a word that means you're craving sexual attention. Though I'm also pretty dehydrated now, it was a joke.
[ She's going to keep an eye out for a place to wash them, but right now they're equally dirty so she isn't worried about it. She follows him. It already feels like it's not just them in the world again, so she doesn't want to let go. ]
[ ... he won't bring any attention to that, then. Instead, he clears his throat. ]
I'm parched.
[ Where the food stalls are are small porta-potty areas with faucets and all. It looks like there's water supply in Diateris despite it being an abandoned city. ]
Let's clean up. I'll meet you at this spot when you're done?
[ She's not going to completely bathe but she does have a lot of.. well, wetness down below that needs to be cleaned up. His handkerchief could definitely not have been used for that. She lets out a one-syllable snicker at her own comment though, as if to let him know that it's not self-depreciating or like she's going to be triggered or anything. He cares too much, she has to let him know that she's tough enough to talk about things nonchalantly.
She gives him a brief wave, then heads into one to clean up as he suggested. ]
[ He doesn't like the she had to do that, but what's done is done. He heads into one of the stalls and freshens up as well, only to come out close to five minutes later. He'll need to shower once he's back home... ugh.
Once he's with Emerald again, he takes her hand in his and laces his fingers with hers. ]
I'm sorry for making a mess. [ And for making her make a mess, too. ]
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[ Akashi lets out a puff of air that's almost like a laugh. He doesn't stop either. His own excitement is beginning to rise as well, which shows with the more fervent way his digits work Emerald up. Out, in, drum, drum, drum, out, in, drum, drum, drum. The wet heat enveloping his fingers is making him feel crazy. He wishes it was his dick inside her, but he hates that he's thinking it because it's so unprofessional and so unlike him. He wants to treasure Emerald and make sure nothing bad happens to her, not treat her like she's an object. Since Emerald doesn't seem ready for that yet, it feels like his thoughts are so impure.
But god, Akashi does so want her right now. ]
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[ She can't help but laugh a little too, but it's way too breathy and ends on a quiet moan. She can't even tell if she's doing well or not. Her mind is focusing in on the sensations, on the way her body is heating up. Her movements with her hand are quite honestly getting sloppier even if she's trying to keep going for him, and it feels way too hot. She honestly wishes they could've taken their clothes off. She wants to see him naked-- she's never seen that. He's never seen her completely either.
Well, that's one thing she could remedy, and she's pretty sure it would help make up for her unpracticed first handjob. She uses her semblance to show him what she looks like completely naked. She knows that much at least, even if she couldn't do the same for him and have it be accurate. And she definitely doesn't need to worry about concentrating on using her semblance in this case since thinking about being naked and with Akashi is the only thing on her mind right now. ]
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I wish I could see you properly, [ He whispers this in her ear before licking her helix. ] I can't control myself right now, though.
Will you show me next time?
[ Because he does want Emerald. He loves her, but he doesn't even know it yet. He'll always want her and care for her, because she gave him a chance even though she didn't like him very much when they first met. She let him be himself, introduced him to so many things, saved him from the brink of death, helped him find himself again, amongst so many other things. How can he not want Emerald when there's so many things to admire about her? Akashi's sure that if Emerald disappeared, it would hurt so much that he might not want to breathe anymore. ]
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[ Her answer is simple, but teasing. Her tone is playful, but so airy it's clear she's focused on something other than even her own word. ]
I want to see you lose control.
[ Emerald doesn't mean right now, though. Right now she's about to lose control herself in a different way and she has to stop using her semblance right then as her mind trails off to what exactly that might entail, before she ends up showing what she's thinking to him. It's abrupt, and her voice hitches again, this time letting out a sound higher-pitched than her normal voice as her body starts to contract over his hands. She moves both of her hands to his shoulders in that moment, just so she doesn't accidentally hurt him as every muscle in her body seems to tense at once. Her foot grinds over the crystals she made earlier and pops up to support herself against the wall just a little more and she leans her back completely against it- it seems easier than trying to balance. Give her a second here, Akashi. ]
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Even when Akashi feels Emerald tense up, his fingers being covered further by her body, he doesn't stop, but he slows once he feels her walls loosen up some. That's the time he slips his fingers out, breath harsh as he looks at how wet they are.
He kisses her forehead, careful that he doesn't hold her with his wet hand as he does. He wants to kiss her again and then finish himself, but he can't be selfish. Not with her. He needs to know if she's alright, if she's happy, if she's satisfied. ]
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But Emerald's instincts to remember to put Akashi first kick in after a few seconds. The afterglow is still present, but her own anxiety of being left starts back up when she thinks for a second that she might've put herself first here. If he isn't satisfied with her then there's room for someone else to move in. She's definitely not as skilled as his last girlfriend. Even if she never met Miu, what she knows about her is only from Akashi's vision of her being absolutely perfect so she can't help but compare herself. There are so many ways she can't compare to that woman, but at least in this she can find a way to be better. At least today, she's determined not to fall into the category of not good enough to even get him off.
It's a good thing there's not much in the room to cling to him so he's probably not going to pick up on Emerald's own clinginess again. Well, except for the way she's holding onto him herself and leaning against him, obviously not wanting to let go. She's definitely going to be the only one he can think of, at least for the next few minutes. She finally lets go, pressing a kiss to his neck, then his lips. She might kill Miu if she ever comes back, she doesn't want to let go of Akashi. Emerald moves her hand back down his chest, dragging her fingers the whole way down to his cock again. ]
I can get on my knees if you want to cum on me.
[ Otherwise he's about at skirt height and she does have to wear these clothes out of here... and the rest of the day... She can clean it off of her face without it staining. ]
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(Just kidding. Akashi hasn't realised it yet, but he does realise that Emerald may have some sort of perception of him that... he needs to rectify. He shakes his head before taking her lips in his. He's close, at least, Emerald just needs to keep going just a little more.) ]
This is fine, please. [ Emerald doesn't really have to worry about Akashi looking at Miu the same way he did... if she ever comes back. He's different now. He's changed. He's moved on. He does look back fondly on their memories together, but beyond that, Akashi's affections for her just go so far as "she was someone important to me". Right now, though, Emerald's become his most important person. She may not be perfect, but he's realised after his relationship with Miu abruptly ended that he was worshipping her when he shouldn't have. None of this is important, though. He doesn't know just how badly Emerald is devoted to him.
He heaves out a rather loud exhale. ]
Emerald.
[ Finish what you started. ]
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Emerald pulls her skirt a little higher so it's around her waist and fixes her panties, then gently pushes his cock at an angle that it's pointed at her thighs just below the area her panties are back to properly protecting. It should be fine there if he doesn't object to it. Instead of asking this time she just starts pumping him again and hopes he isn't going to stop her. ]
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He lets out a soft grunt as he shuts his eyes again as Emerald pumps him. The tension in his body builds up further the longer Emerald does, and once she's pushed him off the metaphorical cliff, he places his other hand on hers as his warm seed spills on her hand. ]
Let me— [ If Emerald lets go, Akashi completes the task, pumping himself a few times more to come even more, small bursts of semen leaking from his penis. Now both his hands are coated with their juices, and he lifts both his hands up ever so slightly just so neither end up on his clothes.
He puffs out a laugh and rests his forehead on her. He's pretty sleepy, too. ]
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I thought it was going to squirt out and make a mess.
[ On more than just their hands, she means. This has been a learning experience. Either way, she can't help but smile now that they're both satisfied by each other and her eyes turn up to look into his even from such a close distance ]
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There's a few moments of silence before Akashi breaks it, but he does it quietly. ]
Can you grab my handkerchief from my pocket?
[ They need to wipe their hands... ]
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[ Emerald had been kind of lost in the moment too,just wanting to stand here with him. Close to him. She's already dreading leaving the building just because there will be other people around them, wanting to interact, and they'll have to separate too to go home. So when she reaches up with her one clean hand to pull the handkerchief out of his pocket, he'll notice it's definitely clinging to him with all its might. Emerald looks a little embarrassed by it, but at least it's not something harmful... She wipes hers quickly and then moves to wrap her hands and the handkerchief around his, carefully wiping his hands if he lets her. ]
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[ Akashi gives her a soft smile, and the lights begin to dim. They hover at their feet, but that's about it. No lights by their waist anymore.
His hands aren't exactly clean yet, but they're dry enough that he can put his underwear back on and zip up his pants. ]
What's wrong?
[ He reaches to touch her, to fix the hair on her face, but realises she probably won't appreciate it. He doesn't want to get her dirty. Well, dirtier... ]
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[ She kneels down to pick up the crystals she made earlier (they have to be worth something she's definitely keeping them) but then reaches out with one of them to place it against his sleeve. It sticks, even tugging his sleeve when she tries to pull it off. She does get it without anything tearing, but she has no idea how to turn it off on purpose either. ]
The usual. [ Her inability to control her emotions is unfortunately the usual. ] Sorry.
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[ Akashi's not afraid anymore, although one of these days, he would like it if Emerald's clinginess wasn't a sign of fear. He doesn't blame her for it when he's afraid of losing her too, but unlike Emerald who would hurt others just so she doesn't lose Akashi, he would rather hurt himself and keep it all inside than to lose her. ]
You already have me. I'm not leaving.
[ He gives her a reassuring smile before deciding to button up Emerald's shirt. She'll want to be properly covered before they go out. ]
Will you smile for me?
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[ Don't button her up without letting her reclasp her bra! She reaches behind her to do just that then let's him go back to buttoning her up. ]
Okay.
[ She smiles at him, just as requested. Just because he asked for it doesn't make it any less real in this case. ]
I know you're not leaving, but we can't stay in here forever and people are going to want us both for this and that if we go outside.
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[ So Emerald really does want Akashi all to herself. ]
What would Mayuzumi-san say if I kept you all to myself?
[ He wouldn't. He'll gladly share with Mayuzumi because that's what Emerald wants. Whatever bouts of selfishness is gone out the window because of his senpai. ]
Or would you like to invite him here, too?
[ That's a joke. ]
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[ Emerald's possessiveness unbridled is probably somewhat annoying to the two of them she thinks- Cinder never appreciated it, though that was a different kind of relationship entirely. It's easier to joke about it. ]
We should probably invite him somewhere a little nicer than an abandoned building, though, if you really want me all to yourselves.
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Let's clean up and head some place, then. Would you like anything to drink?
[ They don't have to be with anyone else. They can look for Mayuzumi and spend time with him if he's alone. Then they can just chill and enjoy the flower viewing. ]
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Yeah. I think I understand the slang "thirsty" a lot better now.
[ She thinks about what she wants for a moment, holding out her hand for him to lead the way as she thinks. Right now.. ]
I want to lay down on a picnic blanket with you two on either side.
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[ He's a little iffy on holding hands now, but it's not like Emerald's hands aren't dirty either. He takes them as they head back into the light. It's noisy again. It's bright again.
He liked the darkness better. ]
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[ She's going to keep an eye out for a place to wash them, but right now they're equally dirty so she isn't worried about it. She follows him. It already feels like it's not just them in the world again, so she doesn't want to let go. ]
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[ ... he won't bring any attention to that, then. Instead, he clears his throat. ]
I'm parched.
[ Where the food stalls are are small porta-potty areas with faucets and all. It looks like there's water supply in Diateris despite it being an abandoned city. ]
Let's clean up. I'll meet you at this spot when you're done?
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[ She's not going to completely bathe but she does have a lot of.. well, wetness down below that needs to be cleaned up. His handkerchief could definitely not have been used for that. She lets out a one-syllable snicker at her own comment though, as if to let him know that it's not self-depreciating or like she's going to be triggered or anything. He cares too much, she has to let him know that she's tough enough to talk about things nonchalantly.
She gives him a brief wave, then heads into one to clean up as he suggested. ]
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Once he's with Emerald again, he takes her hand in his and laces his fingers with hers. ]
I'm sorry for making a mess. [ And for making her make a mess, too. ]
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