[ It's a little difficult to find words to make Emerald feel better, admittedly. But Akashi will try to find those words. He's not forgiving Emerald for what she's done, but she needs to be able to find a way to move past what's happened already, after all. He can tell there's guilt in the air (metaphorically), because he does know that Emerald didn't do what she did because it was her idea. ]
[ But she doesn't want to hide that from him. he would beat himself up if he thought he was scaring her and she was keeping it a secret to protect him. ]
It's scary, but I also like feeling like we're the only people in the world.
[ Yeah, Emerald's pretty sure she's the one who's going to need to protect him. She trusts him though, which is why she didn't have a real adverse reaction to losing sound. If anyone else had done that to her they'd be silently getting their ass kicked.
Instead, she lets her lips pull into a smirk and reaches her hand up to lightly pinch his stomach. It's mostly skin she gets since he's all muscle but it's harmless. ]
Are you sure?
[ And if he doesn't stop her, she's going to follow up with trying to tickle him. She's never gotten to tickle anyone before, she wants to try it. ]
[ She rolls her eyes and moves her hands away, turning onto her side. She's still got her head on his lap, the back of her head facing him. It's not that she wants to turn her back to him, but facing the other way would've probably been a little awkward.
She can't complain about it really. She wants him to want to be vulnerable with her, even with something stupid like that, but he's opened up to her in different ways that she doesn't think he has with anyone else. She hopes anyway. She stares at the food for a few seconds, narrowing her eyes, then rolling back onto her back to look at him. ]
[ Look how caring he is. He's like a mom. A momfriend. Emerald keeps saying she has two boyfriends but the reality is that he has one mom and... that's it? (Mayuzumi, who?) ]
[ She pauses. If he's gonna keep saying no to doing stuff she wants, she's just gonna be mean in a different way. She puts her finger over her lips as if she's thinking, pulling down just slightly on her lower lip so that it parts down slightly before she speaks. ]
In fact, it's for your benefit that you practice putting things in my mouth without me sitting up properly. I mean, if I choke on something as small as a mochi...
[ Akashi looks at her as if she just said something absurd. Seconds later, he realises what she means, and he places a hand over her eyes so she doesn't have to see how embarrassing that was???? What the fuck, Emerald... ]
[ Embarrassing Akashi is so much fun. She can't wait to tell Mayuzumi how cute he gets when he is. ]
If I die, it'll be in your arms so I won't have any complaints.
[ She's being dramatic, of course. If something kills her, it's not going to be mochi and Akashi probably is fully trained in first aid and CPR and the Heimlich and the ancient art of Japanese no-chokey no jutsu. So she opens her mouth. ]
[ She listens to him, biting into the plush little sweet to take the small bite. She got what she wanted finally, she'll listen to however he wants to do it. She even makes sure to chew it extra so that he knows she's for sure chewed it long enough before she swallows, then opens her mouth to show him it's gone. ]
[ He doesn't have to explain that to Emerald-- she knows how it feels when you're not comfortable doing something and that it doesn't mean you don't like the person who asked you to do it.
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Should I make it noisier, then?
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[ But she doesn't want to hide that from him. he would beat himself up if he thought he was scaring her and she was keeping it a secret to protect him. ]
It's scary, but I also like feeling like we're the only people in the world.
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[ He finds that promising to protect her doesn't seem right because he knows she'll have objections. This is at least what he's able to offer her. ]
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Instead, she lets her lips pull into a smirk and reaches her hand up to lightly pinch his stomach. It's mostly skin she gets since he's all muscle but it's harmless. ]
Are you sure?
[ And if he doesn't stop her, she's going to follow up with trying to tickle him. She's never gotten to tickle anyone before, she wants to try it. ]
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[ He gently takes her hand and wraps his own around it. ]
I can be rather sensitive.
[ By which he means he's ticklish. Please don't. :( ]
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[ She is definitely wiggling her fingers underneath his, super tiny movements as if she's waiting for him to agree but not quite listening either. ]
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[ Which is probably ruining Emerald's fun at this point, but he really doesn't want to be tickled.
He lets go of Emerald, though. In the end, she's not his property that he can easily boss her around. ]
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She can't complain about it really. She wants him to want to be vulnerable with her, even with something stupid like that, but he's opened up to her in different ways that she doesn't think he has with anyone else. She hopes anyway. She stares at the food for a few seconds, narrowing her eyes, then rolling back onto her back to look at him. ]
Feed me mochi then?
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[ Look how caring he is. He's like a mom. A momfriend. Emerald keeps saying she has two boyfriends but the reality is that he has one mom and... that's it? (Mayuzumi, who?) ]
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[ She pauses. If he's gonna keep saying no to doing stuff she wants, she's just gonna be mean in a different way. She puts her finger over her lips as if she's thinking, pulling down just slightly on her lower lip so that it parts down slightly before she speaks. ]
In fact, it's for your benefit that you practice putting things in my mouth without me sitting up properly. I mean, if I choke on something as small as a mochi...
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Perhaps... you should start eating more bananas.
[ That took a lot of courage to blurt out. ]
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Are you going to feed them to me or just watch?
[ She's reaching up to try to pull his hand down so she can peek at his face. ]
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He takes his hand off her and reaches for the mochi plate. ]
If you choke, don't say I didn't warn you.
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If I die, it'll be in your arms so I won't have any complaints.
[ She's being dramatic, of course. If something kills her, it's not going to be mochi and Akashi probably is fully trained in first aid and CPR and the Heimlich and the ancient art of Japanese no-chokey no jutsu. So she opens her mouth. ]
Ahhh.
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Bite.
[ He's not gonna make her choke, so small bites!!!!! ]
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See? Still breathing.
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[ You don't have to act all vindicated, Em!! Gosh. Once Emerald's swallowed half of the mochi, he offers the other half. ]
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[ She says it before she takes the second half into her mouth, leaning to so she can suck the starch off of his fingers too.
..Though not particularly well, she really just got it wet and sticky. Oops. ]
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Do you want more?
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[ She'll feed him too! Or lay here and let him feed him if that's not what he wants. ]
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[ Guess who's never been fed before... This will be a first, and one that Akashi doesn't particularly find comfortable. ]
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[ She sits up finally, moving to sit on her knees at his side and reaching for a mochi to hold it out to him. He can take it or bite it. ]
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[ Then, he takes the piece of mochi and takes a bite. Once swallowed, he explains himself: ]
It's nothing against you. I would prefer to do it than be the one it's being done to.
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[ He doesn't have to explain that to Emerald-- she knows how it feels when you're not comfortable doing something and that it doesn't mean you don't like the person who asked you to do it.
She goes to take a sip of coffee instead. ]
I like it better the other way around anyway.
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[ He's teasing.. but he also wants to know why. ]
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