[ Mayuzumi's having trouble focusing on the chapter's content to the extent that he'd probably fail miserably if Akashi quizzed him on it; but there's one thing that stands out, piercing the haze of pleasant sensation overtaking him from the guy's hand tracing down over his abs and the heat of Akashi's mouth moving over his skin.
Namely, a heart pounding moment in the school library, where the despondent young kouhai has a close encounter with their senpai crush that Mayuzumi realizes all at once reminds him of the first time he kissed Akashi against his apartment door. Sure, in the story it's a hand that quiets the kouhai down rather than a kiss so the student council president can escape the attention of a particularly persistent group of admirers, but the position and intimacy of the moment aren't so different.
The memory of himself and Akashi that comes to mind blurs into the story's scene as well as what's happening right now; his hand on Akashi's shoulders slides lower on the guy's body, caressing encouragement along Akashi's side even as he makes a show of keeping his eyes on the page in front of him.
He swallows, and when he speaks he sounds a little breathless to his own ears. ]
Ah, yeah, it's...pretty great.
[ Is he really referring to the book, though?
He's seriously starting to feel hot right now, and it's visible in his face. The sensation of Akashi's mouth is really nice as it is, but that needy side of himself that created friction between them earlier's a little greedy, and it makes him say something else a little more quietly. ]
...You can leave a mark, if you want.
I don't mind if everyone sees it.
[ Because it's a kind of possessiveness that flows both ways. Leaving marks that 'prove' that Emerald and Akashi really belong to him satisfies him, but it's also thrilling to have them illustrate their own desires to possess him in the same unmistakably physical way. They belong to him, and he belongs to them both, and he likes the idea of them asserting it as much as he does doing so himself.
He might not be ready to hand his soul over for binding yet, but he's more than prepared to offer up his body for some kiss marks... ]
[ Akashi asks this as he cups Mayuzumi's ball over his underwear. This is definitely a little too perverted for Akashi to do, but they're behind closed doors. They're together—dating and all. They've kissed, they've made out, they've talked about sex... a little heavy petting shouldn't be out of the norm. :)
Though the game Akashi's playing probably isn't fair. ]
I want to know what happens, too.
[ He doesn't verbally respond to Mayuzumi saying he's fine with being marked, but Akashi responds in kind. To him, it's not showing Mayuzumi belongs to Akashi, but it's more like he can pleasure Mayuzumi so much that people can see. When he kisses the crook of Mayuzumi's neck and then starts sucking on it, adding some teeth in between, it's done because he wants to share that he and Mayuzumi have gotten this far in this relationship. When Mayuzumi's getting jealous over someone who isn't here anymore and because they've gone farther than the two of them have, Akashi thinks it's a good way to show that Mayuzumi is important to him.
But the massage in his pants is also another way of showing it. He wouldn't do this with anyone else. ]
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Namely, a heart pounding moment in the school library, where the despondent young kouhai has a close encounter with their senpai crush that Mayuzumi realizes all at once reminds him of the first time he kissed Akashi against his apartment door. Sure, in the story it's a hand that quiets the kouhai down rather than a kiss so the student council president can escape the attention of a particularly persistent group of admirers, but the position and intimacy of the moment aren't so different.
The memory of himself and Akashi that comes to mind blurs into the story's scene as well as what's happening right now; his hand on Akashi's shoulders slides lower on the guy's body, caressing encouragement along Akashi's side even as he makes a show of keeping his eyes on the page in front of him.
He swallows, and when he speaks he sounds a little breathless to his own ears. ]
Ah, yeah, it's...pretty great.
[ Is he really referring to the book, though?
He's seriously starting to feel hot right now, and it's visible in his face. The sensation of Akashi's mouth is really nice as it is, but that needy side of himself that created friction between them earlier's a little greedy, and it makes him say something else a little more quietly. ]
...You can leave a mark, if you want.
I don't mind if everyone sees it.
[ Because it's a kind of possessiveness that flows both ways. Leaving marks that 'prove' that Emerald and Akashi really belong to him satisfies him, but it's also thrilling to have them illustrate their own desires to possess him in the same unmistakably physical way. They belong to him, and he belongs to them both, and he likes the idea of them asserting it as much as he does doing so himself.
He might not be ready to hand his soul over for binding yet, but he's more than prepared to offer up his body for some kiss marks... ]
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[ Akashi asks this as he cups Mayuzumi's ball over his underwear. This is definitely a little too perverted for Akashi to do, but they're behind closed doors. They're together—dating and all. They've kissed, they've made out, they've talked about sex... a little heavy petting shouldn't be out of the norm. :)
Though the game Akashi's playing probably isn't fair. ]
I want to know what happens, too.
[ He doesn't verbally respond to Mayuzumi saying he's fine with being marked, but Akashi responds in kind. To him, it's not showing Mayuzumi belongs to Akashi, but it's more like he can pleasure Mayuzumi so much that people can see. When he kisses the crook of Mayuzumi's neck and then starts sucking on it, adding some teeth in between, it's done because he wants to share that he and Mayuzumi have gotten this far in this relationship. When Mayuzumi's getting jealous over someone who isn't here anymore and because they've gone farther than the two of them have, Akashi thinks it's a good way to show that Mayuzumi is important to him.
But the massage in his pants is also another way of showing it. He wouldn't do this with anyone else. ]